A Moment In Appreciation
A Moment In Appreciation
A Commentary
By
David A. Archer
02/15/1968
01/23/2007
Beginning to address something of this sort is no simple task. I suppose then it is most efficient to address it directly in again expressing how incredibly glad I am that I have nothing to do with the entertainment industry. More that, even in light of the ill turns as result of some sad examples of humanity, my career path didn't follow the direction of that area in existence.
The sad fact is given my own personal situation, the pleasure in knowing I am in no way affiliated with such is amplified given the display of many with even only peripheral connections in failing to uphold the standards all of them have wanted the benefit of.
In no uncertain terms, the elusive they wanting the benefits which they perceived of my own existence BUT were in no way willing to extend in a just manner... have screwed themselves. I do hope all enjoy the company they have chosen to keep.
Further I have to say that I am somewhat saddened with my area of upbringing. It wasn't as though I personally chose in that respect... but, I personally have to deal with the ramifications as result of having been born and grown where it was that I did.
As the old saying goes... I guess that is just tough shit.
Then of course is the combined aspect of that which has been perceived pertaining to the entertainment industry and what actually is. More specifically, some perceived affiliation with already celebrity type of people.
I can see where such perception works in the favor of the celebrity area, given the sad examples of humanity I have had to deal with in my existence much for the reason of the perceived affiliation... thinking of course that there was some preconceived potential of my life due to said supposed affiliations.
There aren't many things that turn my stomach. Things I have witnessed of other people regarding such perceived affiliations is one of them.
I hope that the celebrity population concerned has had a go of a good time with the desperate sort... and I even hope they manage to extend some neat prize.. which amounts to a booby prize if the affiliations had actually been in a real sense - but of course the desperate turds wouldn't know shit from shinola so to speak in regard to what has been compromised in the want of some kindergarten like attention they seek. Even just the presumed potentials are/were worth much more than the sad examples of monkey toy prizes they seek out with such efforts.
The fact is... there has not been any preconceived potential for my person in that respect. If there would have been, the game around it would never have transpired. It isn't a big mystery but somehow those forms of desperation avoid realizing some very basic aspects of social interaction. I can't cite one instance of preferential treatment which netted me any sort of gain.
They aren't even smart enough to realize that even if they had managed to gain some prize it is and would be very much an embarrassing percentage combination of which the sort of affiliations they speculate upon could and would produce.
It is an Ass making machine if anything at all.
What isn't tough shit is that I am rather liberated in making such realizations as no real depth of/in affiliation. In fact, I would now only be inclined to reciprocating the very levels of said having been extended to my person.
Further in that liberation is the ability to simply observe my own situation for what it is in a less personal sense... though I personally am saddened with the direction(s) having been decided of it given the vast potentials in others.
One of these interesting things to observe is in what could be described as a scam spread out over decades.
As I mentioned, I was born in this given place... but, am only the first generation in the area so to speak. Meaning that just because I was born there... doesn't mean much beyond the topical respects when considering a longer period of time. Particularly in regard to land purchases and the sort.... and further in regard to supposed celebrity affiliations.
Essentially, in this perspective, it then plays out like a big land scam though done so over decades. Myself, the new guy being stripped of any value and worth within the community for such purposes as the 50 year land scam for instance.
It then renders the same land to again be sold to someone else without having to purchase it from my person. In that sense, though rather over a long period, it was like free money for the initial purchase... like selling a horse you have trained to run away and return... though of course, it isn't a horse.
Rather a cool observation even given the ill effects on my own existence.... and truly if I could make a request... the celebrity head fuck that they play on the sort of desperate asses falling into such ploys, should at least be revised some given the seemingly intentional in-efficiency. Unless of course that is part of the bigger joke in both the desperate turds being that dumb and no one else really caring enough to point it out regardless of the peripheral damage it may cause to everyone's potential productivity and prosperity.
When a person considers it... there must be thousands of people at this very minute that think they are the big recipient of some prize in the form of the celebrity head fuck.... That part isn't so bad... but the part where those ass fucks end up wasting other people's potential peace of mind for what amounts to peanuts, is to some degree.
I do admit that there is the concern regarding the coke head celebrity that is different from a hooker only due to exposure and press... but I can't see anyone being dumb enough to actually allow such ill decision making to effect everyone's potentials to such a degree. Especially to a point where the political atmosphere has shifted to such an extreme as to present the potential of very real changes... which then effect that nice cushion of safety most of any sort of celebrity enjoy.
The level of this desperation is probably almost boundless. I personally have experienced the effect of purposeful attempts at slander and defamation in sad attempts in controlling my personal decision making.... which are themselves sad examples of human existence. I cannot think of any reason to choose to be affiliated with the sort of people that would opt to endanger their own potential(s) only in the effort of incriminating someone else to insure their being involved in what ever their mental illnesses tell them is possible.
Like opting to be a shit stick just to insure that you are something concerning shit stirring.
I suppose I could hold some responsibility in having had some musical talent and continuing to perform for my own outlet so to speak... which I suppose could have promoted the gossip/myth sort of potential due to distant entertainment industry affiliations... but I can't seem to think where I would have personally put any of that into the mix so to speak. Somewhere along the line though.. these forms of desperation manifested and then grew no less... festering like puss filled sores on the ass of humanity.. spawning every type of meat headed ploy to get some advantage within what was promoted as perceived.
Without one clue of my own. Without one intention of the big time of my own...beyond perhaps some result as per longevity in performing notability.. even then, I personally didn't expect huge recognitions... in fact I didn't really want huge recognition.
And, as stated previously, thank God I don't have to put up with it! Just considering the sad efforts I have seen transpire is enough to really take the respect out of the better parts of human existence.
I suppose I could have opted to actually put myself in the company of musical talent instead of the kind of rock guy people that I did end up with. I knew almost after the first recorded material we had put out, that there was no big star on the walk of fame.... I didn't say it.. and didn't want to ruin the enjoyable aspects of the expression we had... but I didn't see any easy ride almost immediately after having recorded those first few tunes.
Somehow though, within the motion of it... those other interests couldn't seem to realize such.... but then now that I consider it.. maybe that was part of the gossip crap prize ass machine?
Again, if it is that somehow they are correct in the assertion that some grand, easy ride to fame and fortune exists in that sense... and it was supposedly of my person though somehow I have been ruled out of it.... I can think of no better way to wish them well than to say how much I do hope those making such decisions enjoy the sort of company they - within that consideration - will have chosen to keep within their own communities. Again, I really am not the sort to bring myself to do anything for such frivolous aspects within the potentials of modern society.
Especially if it was that such had been mine as per some predisposed agreement then renigged upon for what ever reason. That itself would be reason enough not to want any part of it what so ever. If such simple agreements are worth no merit... then the atmosphere itself isn't worth the paper such agreements are written on.
Personally, I think it is a big farce.. especially considering the contracts aspect.
It is nothing more than the product of combined levels and variations of insanity brought on with the lure of what amounts to nothing more than recognition at the high school play when it is considered for the method and means... and then of course the level of community about which it supposedly is.
If it happens to be some larger political ploy that has just happened to effect my personal life for some reason... I do hope they have some sort of other plan... because from where I am sitting there is some pretty heavy shit on the horizon. If someones coke whores preference for ass kissing is of precedence and priority... then I suppose that is just the way that it is.
I think it nothing more than a front. Thank God I have no interest in being a party to it.
It tends to lend appreciation to the ability to actual appreciate.
Get The Big Prizes Folks! The World Has An Ass Puppet Shortage!
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